i just felt that had to say...

It’s Thursday. December 25, 2008… 11:30 PM

I do not know why tonight and why do I have that much feeling within me tonight.. For the first time I just can’t hold myself… I am keeping myself from telling you this face to face with all the power I got… I am keeping myself cuz I do not wanna lose u… I’m never going to lose u, cuz I just can’t….

Tonight I wanna tell you smthings
I do not know why but I felt that I have to say I love you…
I have to say that when a day goes by without knowing anything about you I die..
I have to say that you mean the world to me..
I was listening to that song on my way home when the singer was sayin smthn like, if u r depressed or down then wut is my function in life and I just felt like I should be saying this to u..
I wanna tell you much more but just can’t write may b if I could just let my eyes open up into urs…

Tonight I wanna tell u I love u, lay into ur arms and sleep..
I wann tell u I love u close my eyes and smile…
I wanna tell u I love u and just see my smile in ur eyes…
Tonight I wish I could say I love u and hear it back from u…

Tonight I wanna thank u 4 being the best thing in my life…
May b u r not my bf, may b u r not my present and may b u won’t b my future…
But u r the one who made me really say I love u…
I want to thank u for being u and for making me who I am…
May b u don’t know all this… but I know it and that’s enough for me…

May be tomorrow you won’t be around, may be tomorrow I won’t be around, may b tomorrow I’ll surrender to being with sm1 else as I am not with you.. I don’t know wut exactly will tomorrow bring and I surely hope it will bring us closer.. but all I know is that:
tonight I feel like I have to tell you
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU


And more importantly tonight and every night I wish you the best ever…